20 Roses...!

20 roses in my hand
hidden right at my back
I'll gift her...
she'll ask me for a  hug
making smile she'll berg
ya, I'll keep my head on shoulder
she'll gently close my eyes
but I would see her face right
that's fixed inside
we'll sit on the grass
she will stare at me, a glace
I'd have lost in dreams

20 roses in my hand
how long do I have to stand?
seems like the time washed after that
Now, I look down she is 6 feet under
headstone says 'Oh man! she's ain't no more.'

20 roses in my hand
look here still I stand
she wants my hug
I know she needs
she loves me so deep
Now she'll come
I know she will come
There's cross on her grave
I'm sure she is safe
I keep these 20 roses here
I'm sure someday she'll come and take..

I'm knowing....

NJOY...
12 April 2010

Let me cry...!

Let me cry
Don't console,
let me cry inside the dark shadows of my fruitless life,
rootless efforts n ruthless pride,
let the tears dry,
as they burn my harms...
Wounds on my face and heart full of scars,
It seems it'd never end,
as it has run me so far..
Let me take the pain,
Now I can't get me apart...

Take out your kind hands,
let me get alone,
no need of sympathy,
my fate is such cruel..!
It might be the compensation for the mistakes I've made..
I must have done something wrong,
now I gotta suffer to be pure..

Lord has an eye
on what I'm suffering through...
All I could say him is just Thanks to you..



NJOY...

18 Dec. 2009

Rain... Again...

Rain,
this rain makes me fall in love...
oh! it's raining again...
I smell the soil like I'm born again..
drops on her eyelets make me smile again..
Oh this rain...!
Yeah sometimes I love when it rains...

I remember the last when I shared an umbrella with her..
she was in my arm and we're walking together..
It was a pink rain, now I miss her..
I wish now, i could be with her..
so may be she's also missing me,
my eyes wanna see..
why can't we get wet in the rain?
feel the rain, all again..
but in the end, it's all the same...
It would give me some pain, when it's gone..

but I know it will rain again,
to make me fall in love, again...
Oh this rain...!
Yeah, now I've started loving rain...

NJOY
SMILE